This is Jensen, one of your biggest fans under the drinking limit. I haven’t taken the time to write my official biography to post yet but I’ll list my specs & all that self-talk-stuff I hate. I must say, Lyfe has been a whirlwind since our introduction & the pleasure is all mine! I’m listening to some “Stateless-Bloodstream Remix”, “Rihanna-Cry”, “Lifehouse-Easier to Be & Broken” (don’t sleep on Lifehouse’s CDs guys) the song called “Trying” mentions finding your way & honesty being a hard attribute to find. I listen to a little daily “M. Ward-Blake’s-View”. All just mini-bits highlights from my latest ever changing playlist. I’ll try to note what’s in rotation. I don’t always know the exact artist or song (like I might just know chorus), whenever I drop in, cause music is a pillar in my new world. It makes sense to feed you that side of me 1st, since practically every significant thing has been magnified (whether good or bad) & I’ve loved the one constant of a little mini-soundtrack of music behind me all my life.
The other thing you should know is I’m getting help with all this technology & this blog from 2-3 people depending on their time availability. You might be saying “Isyss told her to…” but believe me, She would be greatly disappointed if I were found trudging through things on my own & without resources. Respect & Resources were the 1st two topics Isyss enlightened me on, when I met her, then was “called up.” Maybe guest speakers & interviews too, using the access tools of the program. I’m hearing I talk too much & that’s boring I’m told (which nobody will say, they’ll just stop coming, Wth?) then there’s my habit of being Me without a filter. I’m told online people freak-out about honesty too & just run like you’re a nut-case if you prefer the truth, even if you’re asking them to tell truths being scrutinized. Again, Wth? I refer back up to my last paragraph about honesty then! Do you really want it or not? If you honestly don’t know if you can handle the absolute truth, then THAT is your truth. I’ll get better, so don’t give up on me. Please give feedback (there’s little check boxes makes it super easy!) or detailed suggestions. I’m thick-skinned like a rhinoceros, uneasily vulnerable. True story. Do not call me rhino-boy. lol Seriously. There are also some question lists that are so similar to my mentors’, quicker to get em up if I copy & edit according to my stuff.
Usually I’m in varying modes of consumption at every moment, I think I would benefit from writing down some of the remarkably notable experiences I have all day long. Lady Selene says the more I learn over time, the less it feels like a fire hose of information coming full force at my face. *smiling* I couldn’t have expressed it any better. Also, countless personal things are only of value to me & I’d like the opportunity to re-process in times of solitude. Her Majesty Isyss instructed me to become more intimate with the insanity of technology; I’m diving head-long into the internet aspects first. I’m not training to be a techie or anything. If someone already associated with the family isn’t able to rectify the issue within minutes (yes, patience is one of the things that goes first I think, or maybe it’s because there’s no point to waiting when time doesn’t have to be such an annoyance). So if it ain’t fixed a brand-new set of equipment to replace “the nuisance of error” is typically hand-delivered (& installed if required) within 1-2 hours! At first I thought, for people who have forever, they act like time is of the greatest urgency! *smiling* Another unwritten rule, whenever in the presence of the Fauroux-Sterling family. It is to never consider currency whatsoever, especially as a hindrance in completing a goal. TheGoddess has a zero tolerance thing with this. Selene is close behind, as are a few distant relatives. Aside from the family members who manage portfolios professionally; the current assets are in excess of what the entire empire could spend, so it is a non-issue, unless you are greedy. Part of F.S. Code: Greed is dealt with as a capital crime directly against all the family members.
Think about that for a moment. Never consider, contemplate, use as a decision tool –never think about money of any kind, in any way, for any reason. I once observed Lady Selene banish someone with a wave her hand, saying “Out of my sight you insolent greedy bastard!” & nobody saw him for about 3-4 months. I still don’t know (& not interested enough to inquire) where those sent away actually get sent to. Gladly, I’ve always been a thankful person who recognizes loss/gain & to find the something amidst the nothingness to be grateful for –so this was the utmost easiest rule to swallow, topped with the best toppings imaginable! –Called the absolute best damn news I ever heard in my entire life! I began to understand there are other considerable matters working behind the scenes & unmanageable impatience always found its spot at the head of the line. *smiling & shaking my head & how it hits every single person without fail, it rears its head* So without listing much else, you can guess how easy that made the majority of decisions without debate or delay. Time simply appeared to move more quickly for us than for anyone on the outside. It is the kind of cool you wish you could spread to the world, and then realize keeping it among the family is like having The Hope Diamond under your down-pillow to sleep on for eternity. I wonder what that would do to your dreams. Time/Space is definitely at the top of my loves list! I’m sure more about all this will come up again sooner rather than later, cause I’m all over it –trust me! *smirking* So I’m back to my very own brand spankin new bundle of online trouble to swim in & toys to play with for my amusement, including this journal (blog/whatever)!
*Pauses to gulp some of the chilled A+ blend smoothie the new young chef’s assistant concocted this afternoon, delicious, hope they keep the recipe if anything happens, this is my sixth glass, satisfactory grunts, licks my lips & resumes after changing to a slightly mellow country-ish playlist to match my mellow mood I guess. The huge range of music is easy. You know the movie “Craft” where he tells the coven “be careful for the weirdoes” and she replies “We are weirdoes!* Yeah, that’s me. I’ve got only a handful of friends but I dig it like that. It beats having a ton of useless people around you.*
As if all the way back to the beginning of this 1st entry… I chose the title because I suspect most of what I'll be journaling will be within what I call my Tri-Lyfe. First "just" means I come off raw & offend when not intended. There’s a character on “Lie to Me” on t.v. who works in a company who figures out who’s lying & about what for their clients. *smiling* The 1st scene I saw him in was being introduced to an attractive woman & he says,” I’d like to have sex with you”…(or something close). There’s more, but yet again, I dare you to try it for 24 hours, one full day, tell the 100% truth (including those things in your head). *laughing* Yeah, you can’t handle it huh? I would’ve loved to see your face when I suggested it!
Superb TrueBlood Quote regarding truth, From Eric to Sookie:
Oh I'm not leaving. You're going to invite me in, so I can protect you or have passionate primal sex with you... how about both? ;D
*I took several more slurps to finish off my refreshing raspberry smoothie. I text the kitchen-girl to bring me another, stronger this time & that I was heading pool-side, as I stepped through the ceiling-high beveled glass panels. My bare foot was welcomed by a scorching blue-grey textured tile, having gotten warmer in the day of basking in the sun... ...The girl must’ve heard the glass hit the stones & shatter.*
To be continued------------------
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